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随遇而安的过了些年
渐渐就不再做新一年计划了
但还是在2020年规划着
好朋友暑假来美 去纽约见面玩一周
和几个本地朋友开车去加拿大探亲顺便玩几周
但接下来的事大家都一样了
父母在美滞留无归期
爸妈去年十月来 计划两月走
两月 队友出差西班牙计划跟去过个情人节
补一下两人世界的吵吵闹闹
一月中旬爆发出来的疫情
让敏感的我立马取消了两月中旬的航班
以我的预估 四月初让父母回去很安心
结果不出意外
就像十几年前没预测房价的走势一样
这次 我又怎么能预测疫情的发展
父母在身边是我期盼的
但这种身边只限于不住同一屋檐下
随时可走动的距离
可现在 我的生活又变成了我妈一统天下的局面
加之中美两边的新闻
我整个人处于被精神和压力折磨的崩溃边缘
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第一次uc+车祸
两月底第一次进urgent care
原因不详
我觉得我心脏快跳不动了
去初步检查啥问题都没有
约了专科医生却赶上了疫情爆发
后来想想也许是抑郁到大脑产生的幻觉
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三月初晚上
小区里发生的amazon送货车碰撞
车被报废 人毫发无伤
回想起来也是后怕
迷信的说法就是破财消灾
换回了我人生的第一部车甲壳虫
感觉找回了点青春
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爱德华差点回猫星球
三月初车祸后
有一天爱德华吐血 惨不忍睹
怀疑各种严重疾病 送去vet抢救检测
几天后康复 疑似amazon上买的猫粮有问题
开始和amazon撕逼 要求给个说法
碰上疫情 客服部门一拖再拖
最终看爱德华安然无恙也就不了了之
又当破财消灾
爱德华福大命大 过上了七岁生日
继续开始王子生活
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金币打卡+kol竞选
晒晒圈的21天自律计划
和kol竞选
差不多是那段时期快抑郁成疾的我
最容易抓住的救命稻草
每天看充满斗志的朋友晒美美的照片
让我在毫无斗志的日子里偶尔打上鸡血
回顾旧照片更是让我想起以前满满的正能量
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生活里的新快乐
疫情期间玩什么好呢
公众场所是能少去就少去
小姑子一家在家后院打造了游泳池给孩子们玩
队友也放弃了没人愿意随从的帆船
买了电动船
周末露营或是单纯的出海玩(目前为止都是湖)
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我始终还在抑郁和亢奋间来回蹦哒
但得有一种信仰
我们能战胜病毒
也能征服世界
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